Ramblings
The walls are closing onto me
There is no respite, only despair
Pills I swallow, to numb the pain
Is it for real ? Or all a gimmick ?
Clearer thoughts, I'd hope to get
Clouded mind, the usual chaos
I breathe in deep, I breathe out loud
Heartbeat rising, I feel myself drown
Eyelids closing, the world shuts out
Darkness ignites, I burn to flames
A moment of truth, a word slipped by
Haunts me forever, uncertainty resides
In spite it all, despite I fall
Yet again, I'll give it a try morrow
Stabbed in the back, wrists slashed deep
I still yearn to feel, I want to live
A canvas I paint, it never sets
My story just begins, nowhere near the end.
There is no respite, only despair
Pills I swallow, to numb the pain
Is it for real ? Or all a gimmick ?
Clearer thoughts, I'd hope to get
Clouded mind, the usual chaos
I breathe in deep, I breathe out loud
Heartbeat rising, I feel myself drown
Eyelids closing, the world shuts out
Darkness ignites, I burn to flames
A moment of truth, a word slipped by
Haunts me forever, uncertainty resides
In spite it all, despite I fall
Yet again, I'll give it a try morrow
Stabbed in the back, wrists slashed deep
I still yearn to feel, I want to live
A canvas I paint, it never sets
My story just begins, nowhere near the end.
Published on:
1 July 2018